I miss her when she’s gone. She has the shrillest voice around
A smile so piercing, laughter so fluid, and a most charming sound.
There she is on the white wall, like a doll, staring my cold away,
and texts, like words, move my stone mind like music did today.
And not just flesh at this moment, a virtual soothing thought
stares gently back, half removed by not just a large pond, but like a dot.
I will put my feet to test, seeking the corridors of a winding maze
to bring her out. It is lonesome now without the thrill of her chase.
Without the petting that I seek, without the pat of her doting hand,
I swoon only with her stare from this wall, her charming face, and
the only thing I hold are rounds of rumbling laughter – it is the joy
but it is also a peeping-eyed hug of a less harming kind. She’s the coy
muse of my long distant nights. She’s the round and wingless muse
of lines that form with one closed eye. A love from the depth of snooze.
It’s just the rustling leaves on the ground – the gentle breeze
And Brussels in a cake,
Carrot straw and spinach raw,
(Today, I need a steak).
Not thick brown rice and rice pilaw
Or mushrooms creamed on toast,
Turnips mashed and parsnips hashed,
(I'm dreaming of a roast).
Health-food folks around the world
Are thinned by anxious zeal,
They look for help in seafood kelp
(I count on breaded veal).
No smoking signs, raw mustard greens,
Zucchini by the ton,
Uncooked kale and bodies frail
Are sure to make me run
to
Loins of pork and chicken thighs
And standing rib, so prime,
Pork chops brown and fresh ground round
(I crave them all the time).
Irish stews and boiled corned beef
and hot dogs by the scores,
or any place that saves a space
For smoking carnivores.
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ALONE